Friday, May 20, 2011

Within Our Will, With Our Best.

Salam,
Bile hari Jumaat je mood nk update blog teros datang. Why la eh?
Hari lain xde plak semangat sangat. 


Sebenarnya I wonder la how every mommies divide their time?


Everyday saya rasa macam x cukup masa. And penat. Bila smpai rumah around 630 terus bfeed Ireen, than tukar baju sume sambil kuarkan apa2 yang patut utk masak. Kalau x masak still prepare apa2 utk tea time. My husband mmg kne minum petang.


Lepas tu duduk minum2 kejap smbil layan ank2 sambil tengok tv. This is most crucial time nak2 bile kita start follow citer kt TV3 drama Nora Elena. Because time ni anak2 memang amek kesempatan nak manja2 n attrack our attention. They have a lot of stories to tell, in their own way. Time ni jugak abang and adik tu menunjukkan kerinduan masing2 dengan bermain bersama2 smpai last2 bertumbuk, berguling dan sebagainya. Ireen lagi ganas dari abang dia, mind u. Grrrr!


Me n hubs pon nk update kisah masing2 dekat ofis seharian. Memang we all kadang2 x boleh nk bercerita sebab melayankan anak2. I sampai cakap dkt Ryann " abang, diam kejap boleh tak mami nk cakap dengan dedi." Then dia diam I pon borak ngn husbnd sekejap je then Ryann pulak "Diam2 sume abang cerite pulak" Gosh!


Then mandikan Ireen, mandikan diri sendiri, solat Maghrib, dinner ke tiba2 tengok jam dah pukul 9+. Anak2 dah start merengek than put Ireen to sleep which kadang2 smpai 1/2 jam baru dia tido. Lepas tu Ryann pulak take turn nak nenen dengan Mummy, trus nak sleep. Tu pon kalau dia tak menangis2 sebab dia saje suka nanges. Dia memang sukeee nanges ok. Ish kdg2 stress. Bukan kadang2 tapi selalu. Ok dah pukul 10 lebih. and kadang kala saya baru nk mandi pukul 10 ye, sebab anak2 cranky and all.


Then teros solat Isya', Iron my baju, n Ryann's uniform, jemur baju and lipat baju kalau larat. Pukul 11 dah.
Prepare kids bag for tumoro, than baru nk tengok school beg Ryann. His school ada provide communication book, for teachers and parents to write whatever we want. Teacher remind ada homework ke, or I nak bagitau yang Ryann kene makan ubat ke, whateva la. So dah malam2 baru teringat communication book and his teacher suruh I read him the English Book1 everyday. Nak read macamana dah kroh kroh dah Ryann tido. Settle sume me and hubs pon tdo and the clock struck 12 pon kdg2 ada je lg bnde nk buat.


So this morning on my way to send kids to school, I read Ryann the English book. 3 minutes je Ryann dh boring. Dia lagi suke cerita about surronding. like "kenape uncle tu tak pakai baju work mami", "Uncle tu naik train nak pegi mana mami", "Bas tu kenape color blue?", "Nape car tu stop?", Uncle tu work dekat mana mami?" -______-


Everyday is like that and I wish evreyday is more than 24hours!. Macamana parents out there ye? Itu pon  kids belum start skolah which is kene tengok kan homework, kene ajar ngaji tiap2 malam just like my parents did..ni diri sendiri nak ngaji pon tak sempat..tsk.. Ya I tau itu bukan alasan. So how la? Abah kata kalau tak smpat sangat nak ngaji, amek Al-Quran and peluk with regrets, sbb x sempat. AT LEAST. but itu pon kadang2 saya tak buat. :( .


I just hope and pray, Allah gives us the strength to raise our kids, with what is supposed a kids to be raised, within our will, with our best. I sure do hope that we can be a real Role Model for our kids, ukhrawi and duniawi, Insya Allah. This world is soo challenging, hence the worries. Jadikan anak2 kami, anak yang soleh and solehah, berjaya dunia dan akhirat. Aminnnn! 



2 comments:

iezam said...

bestla citer u...i suke..i tak pandai
storyla b..tau citer je..bab tulis mmg kantoi..luv u syg!!!

sha said...

:D. luv u too!